So much things that i got to say. I know you'll read my blog, maybe. Somehow letting go hurts, but i'll try. 08th july 2008 till 13th april 2010 almost going 2 year. Why everything got to eng just like that. Over a stupid lie and anger ? Yes, i admit im wrong for betraying you. But have you ever think that if you had been honest with me, all this would NEVER had happened. How i really wish that we were still like the past, so loving. Why, i kept asking myself. You thought im living very happily right now, however, memories just kept flashing in my mind. Afterall, i know i cant really let go of the past. You gave me an hour but i did not appear. Why ? Cause somehow i know its already the end. Even if i went, i'll be crying back. I know it very clearly. Your messsages totally hurt me deep down. If you hadn't lie, perhaps we'll be meeting each other like everyday. Going all around, swimming, catching bearbear, drinking, prawning, and everything that we could think off.. Feeling so fucking breathless. But there's nothing i can do anymore bout it. Maybe this is the only way that i an communicate with you. Fate brought us together. But then, it tore us apart again. All i can do is only to give you my blessings. And hope you'll find a better girl. Take good care of your health too.

PS: I know i still love you as much..